Hello, Goodbye

Sometimes I hate him for such things. He just says Have a nice day and leaves. And I'm left to myself having nothing to do and coming to understand that there are a lot of things I really must do but I dont feel like doing any of them. I just wanna lie with him and have a chat and then go to the kitchen and have a drink then go to bed again and so on till the night. But he leaves no chances for any of that, He leaves me in peace and while I'm on my own I should study and work until he comes again and asks how I am.

I've been watching Emma Watson's videos and her accent is sooo magnificent and I really enjoy her speech, I'd like to improve my pronunciation but as usually I won't do this 'cause I'm too lazy for getting more knowledge. Sometimes and now too I hope that there comes a day when I change and begin to do everything I can and wish. Yeah, of course, sometimes it happens to me now but it's not usual for me. Or.. Maybe I should aim high and have a purpose and always try to reach it.. Probably everything should be like that. I hope I manage